Chapter one is all about how he started his ethnography in the gang culture of Chicago. I am very excited to read this book and see his observations. For so many people, the only experience they have with this sect of the population is what they hear in the news. To most people, these people are just statistics. They are nothing more than numbers, which is what Sudhir noted during the first chapter. I'm not going to act like I am much better than anyone else at this. I grew up sort of in the country, so we didn't have gangs or projects. Just like everywhere else though, we had a poorer group of students. In fact, I have this one friend from high school that grew up in a very unstable environment. His parents rarely worked, so most of the time they lived off of social welfare. They had to move around a lot and live with others often, just like many of the families in this book. From him, I know just how hard it is to leave this life. So many of this older siblings are now starting their own families and living the same way. He is working consistently, but even though he is working, he cannot leave his family because now they rely on him to eat and pay rent. He can't just leave his family behind, so it will be nearly impossible for him to ever fully get out of this environment. This story is way too common everywhere these days, and I hope studies, similar to the one we are starting to read, will actually be used to understand this part of society and help them.
Chapter 2
I collect quotes. I record things I read or hear that really resonated with me, so I can always look over it again and get that same feeling. Because of this, I have a tendency to dog-ear pages of book that I am reading to remind myself to add lines I read to my collection. Most of the time, I don't find much in class readings, but this chapter had three different things I felt deserved recording for later. The first was what J.T. said about the jobs they had open to them, "So you want me to take pride in the job, and you're only paying me minimum wage? It don't sound like you think much about the job yourself." This is such a true statement. I have family members and friends who work these kind of job, and let me tell you, there is very little motivation to go to these jobs. Minimum wage isn't even enough money for a person to support themselves on their own, and that is not even considering many of these people have children to support. How can anyone expect a person to be motivated to go to a job where they can't even make enough to provide for themselves? Ms. Mae said two things this chapter that also really stuck out to me: "Let me tell you something about us. We may be poor, but when you come over here, don't pity us, don't pardon us, and don't hold us to a lower standard than you hold yourself up to." and "We live in a community. We need a helping hand now and then, but who doesn't? Everyone in this building helps as much as they can. [...] And when I come over to your house, you'll share with me. You'll cook for me if I'm hungry. But when you're here, you're in my home and my community. And we'll take care of you." (Second quote shortened for space). Feeling bad for people does them no good. Pity is not what people need, nor is it what they want. Do you ever want people to pity you? Probably not. Just because someone is "black and poor" doesn't mean they are unhappy.
Chapter 3
I don't know why Sudhir is so surprised by the violence. He is either extremely naive or trying to make himself sound innocent. I am leaning towards the second one. I completely understand why J.T. beat up C-Note. He did challenge J.T.'s authority as J.T. said, and it was in front of other gang leaders. C-Note knows better! I did think it was funny that they told them to vote and to register people, but never how to do those things. Also in this chapter, J.T. is appearing more possessive.
Chapter 4
I thought this chapter was a little lame. Sudhir was definitely not a gang leader for a day. He didn't really make a single decision on his own! It was probably good for his research though, since he was able to follow J.T. around and see his daily life a bit better.
Chapter 5
We finally get to know Ms. Bailey a little better in this chapter. I don't really like her too much.She does help these people, but only when she gets something for herself. I was wondering throughout this whole chapter if she cared about these people at all or only liked the power they gave her. People like her always seem to end up in politically powerful positions, which in my opinion isn't a good thing. They act like they are working for others, but they are so power hungry that becomes their main focus. I don't completely understand why Catrina idolizes her so much. Then again, I cannot judge her just off of what I have read. Catrina probably sees something I don't
Chapter 6
Sudhir is so stupid. Either that or way more self serving than he lets on. Of course, Ms. Bailey and J.T. weren't just hanging out together, laughing, and just casually interested in what he learned. He is either so naive and an idiot for thinking that, or he knew exactly what was going on, knew they would be angry and wouldn't let him continue if he didn't tell them, and so he blabbed his mouth off to save his own skin. This chapter made me so mad because of this reason.
Chapter 7
If he actually teachings at the university he works for, I hope he does better than he did with the gang members. I did think the police added a good twist. I am surprised he hadn't realized the police would be suspicious of him because of who he hangs out with. That's how the world works. It was good seeing how the police were corrupt too. It seemed very suitable considering the area they work in.
Chapter 8
This was kind of a tie off loss ends chapter. Everything to do with T-Bone was sad. He knew something was going to happen to him, so he wanted to give the one thing he could to Sudhir. At least from the perspective Sudhir gave us, he definitely deserved better in his life. I don't agree with Sudhir that J.T. and him weren't friends. They were definitely friends, strange friends, but friends none the less.You can't have that serious of a relationship with someone and not develop a friendship with them. I mean J.T. even gave him those contacts, and still used the words 'he's with m'. He wouldn't do that for just anyone.
Gang Leader for a Day as a whole
I really enjoyed the book as a whole. I don't think it is a good ethnography though. He was way to emotionally charged through the whole thing. His bias really showed throughout the book. I also feel that his view was a little skewed because he was being shown it by J.T. Throughout this book it because less and less controled by J.T., but as J.T. said throughout the book, Sudhir was with him. Everyone knew that J.T. and him were friends and he was under J.T.'s protection. That allowed Sudhir access to things normal people wouldn't get to see, but it also skewed his view of what he was seeing.
I also feel that Sudhir twisted it a bit to make it a more interesting read. He also was writing about himself. That is a lot of biased information. No one is going to write in a way that makes themselves sound bad. He doesn't want people to look at what he did and think of him as immoral, so he writes in a way that makes him sound naive to what is happening. There is no way he is actually as surprised as he seems, especially after he had been there for several years. I don't think he was a bad person though either. None of us know what we would choose if we were in the same situation.
I think J.T. was a very interesting person in this book. We will never fully know the whole extent of their relationship or what J.T. actually thought about Sudhir. Many people said that J.T. liked having Sudhir around because he liked showing him off like a puppet, and I have no doubt that is true. When reading the last chapter though, I got another vibe from him too. I think J.T. was worried about being remembered when he was gone. When you live a gang life, you probably won't live too long and even if you do, your fame will probably die off after a bit anyways. Gang leaders of the far past were remembered with nostalgia, and I think J.T. wanted that for himself. It was his life, and he wanted it to mean something, to not be forgotten. I think he saw in Sudhir a way for that to happen, hence his obsession with his biography and how sad he was once Sudhir started pulling away.
To
focus on what the actual topic of the book is, I think studies over these types
of neighborhoods need to be done more often. So many of us get caught up in our
own world that we cannot truly understand what it is like living the way they
do. True, we can give to charities or volunteer with them, that doesn’t allow
us to connect with those people or really help them in the ways they need it.
The community didn’t like when people who didn’t understand them just came to
feel better about themselves and do their good deed for the day. These people
need more that than, and I hope people see that and start acting.